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Friday, September 30, 2011

Guillaume Canet

I watched two movies yesterday. It was really good - both movies.

First i watched Last Night. I love Sam Worthington and Guillaume Canet in this movie. I am not really a big fan of Keira Knightly, but with her on the movie makes everything looked even perfect.

The trailer,

The Plot (read more on Wiki) - Joanna (Keira Knightley) and Michael Reed (Sam Worthington) are in a successful and happy relationship. They are moving along in their lives together until Joanna meets Laura (Eva Mendes), the stunningly beautiful work colleague whom Michael never mentioned. While Michael is away with Laura on a business trip, Joanna runs into an old but never quite forgotten love, Alex (Guillaume Canet). As the night progresses and temptation increases, each must confront who they really are.

The second movie i watched, also with Guillaume Canet as the lead actor, only this movie he starred in with Marion Cotillard (back then, they were just working together for movies, now they are together and have child together). I did mentioned about Marion Cotillard in my previous blog, about how i love her so much in La Vie En Rose portraying the legendary French singer Edith Piaf. Marion won her first Oscar for her role in this movie.

Well, that second movie i watched last night (with Hobs) was Jeux D'enfants (Love Me If You Dare). It's a French movie - and i LOVE it!

The trailer,

You are going to love this movie as much as i did. I watched this twice already, convincing Hobs this is a good movie because he never heard nor watch it before.

Read the Plot here. Watch what i watched, you won't regret it, after all i only watch GOOD movies!

Monday, September 26, 2011

Time out with Colleagues

It's good to have time-out session with colleagues after a stressful work once in awhile. I wanted to skip this drinking session, i even told Hobs i wont be going for it, but Mr. Sim said that this session is for more about giving me an early farewell gathering. A little too early, right? I mean, i am only leaving on November. But then, i feel bad if i don't go. After all, Jackie, Jinny and Syahrul were on off day, and still they come for this 'farewell'. Hobs was not very happy that i decided to go for this drinking session. But he gave green light in the end. It's not like i'm going to a pub and get crazy drinking like i used to have decades ago.

Above are the pics i took. Just a few snaps. We had good times though. The cat also joined us! I just realized that Jinny is afraid of cats. Funny.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

The Letter

My sister posted this on her FB wallpost and it's hilarious!

Read and re-post!


Dear Wife,

I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone.

Your EX-Husband
P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

Dear Ex-Husband,

Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you’ve been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping Too bad that doesn’t work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was ‘You look just like a girl!’ Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can’t say something nice, I didn’t comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them, & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning. After all of this, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica But when I got home you were gone.. Everything happens for a reason, I guess. I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won’t get a dime from me. So take care.

Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free!
P.S. I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl. I hope that’s not a problem...


Come on, Nuffnang? Love me, please!

I'm trying hard here to get your attention...

Friday, September 23, 2011

The Scientist - The Perfect Ending song...

Movie: Wicker Park
Starring: Josh Hartnett (my love) and Diane Kruger

I wrote about this movie on my previous blog. I am going to write about it again. Because to me, this is the best ROMANCE movie ever.

Because of one person, two couple were separated for years and only reunited after both found out the truth about the other person.

Good story. No. Not just good, but one hell of good movie!

Read the ending script. I am sure you guys want to try watch this movie.

At the restaurant

Who's to say this woman hasn't been in love with you for a really long time? And now that she found you again, she wasn't about to let you go twice.


Maybe... the first time she saw you, maybe, she felt the way you did the first time you saw Lisa.

You remember that.

Love makes you do crazy things. Insane things. Things in a million years you never thought you'd see yourself do.

There you are doin' it. Can't help it.

Lighten up, you guys. Can we change the subject?

I actually have something to cheer you up.

Did you, uh, leave a note with the bartender here a few days ago?

Yeah, I did. How do you know that?

'Cause Lisa called.


Yeah! After you got off the phone. She said to meet her at 3 o'clock. She couldn't wait long, 'cause she had to get on a plane to London.

W-where am I supposed to meet her?

She didn't say. She said you'd know. You don't know?

I think you know where. It hasn't been that long, has it?

What? You know, uh... I'll ask Tony. Maybe he'll know something.

You knew she was here the whole time?

This belongs to you. It's from her.

A letter reads:


Please don't think that I'm running away from you. I was so overwhelmed when you asked me to move in. I couldn't speak. My answer, of course is YES.

I love you and can't wait to come home."


I'm not going to apologize for what I've done. This is for me to live with now. Now you see me for who I am.

Yes, I do.

At the airport

Hi, Alexx. You're never gonna believe what happened. Matthew's back in town. I was gonna meet him in the park, but he didn't show up.

Yeah... I know.

What do you mean?

Lisa, I've been doing some really horrible and selfish things.

What are you talking about?

I've been keeping you apart.


And the rest of the ending you can watch it here, with the perfect ending song by Coldplay's The Scientist.


*ahhh, there is no embedded code* so, you need to click this link to watch.

Link : Wicker Park, ending scene.

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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Korean Air Dinner with MH staffs

They are not just staffs but they are my friends. Thanks for coming to dinner with us!

What's with Cibbo today?

Daytime zzz. Joining him, shortly. We both are having our own lazy Wednesday.


Gorgeous Mum and pretty Daughter.
Kate Moss & Lila Grace.

with courtesy of www.vogue.com

Do you remember The White Stripes music video? Directed by Sofia Coppola, starring Kate Moss, cinematography by Lance Acord? This is Mesmerizing!

What SHE wrote.

Imagine what i felt (years ago) when i read this. Broke my heart - real deep. And the scars are still fresh.

She wrote. And she deleted it. I copied it. Kept in my Gmail.

I have no idea why on earth i am still keeping it.

Simple. Forgiven but not forgotten.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

When I wrote that e-mail it was out of guilt, because I had wrongly perceived what was going on at that time. However, as expected, my good intentions were seen somehow as a bad thing. Honestly, I have no idea how that went about, as if she had read carefully the e-mail, there was nothing to "buy" out of it. There's nothing in it for me. I just wanted to save others from being hurt in the future, her included.

Oh, on a funnier note too.
Even at this point, (when he drove in earlier this morning) when I mentioned to him about her response, asked him about the "no advisors" that she said he mentioned..
he still denied having to know anything of any SMS-es or e-mails. Despite her clearly saying that he read the mail too, and despite her clearly writing that "as he said, we don't need any advisors". I directly asked him, "so then are you calling her a liar?" to which he said "i'm not calling her anything, but i'm telling you i've never read any e-mail or any sms. Both the phones were with her at that time,"

So at this point it's her word against his.
Frankly I'd rather much trust her compared to him. After all, he doesn't exactly have the best track record. Who promised me that in the end I'd be the only one he'd be coming back to? And I bet my life that he'd once promised her that she was the only one and that he'd never cheat on her. And even when the truth stuck clearly out : like when he told her he didn't know his picture got taken, when I clearly asked him before i took it and he consented - oh, but then again, at that point he did mention (after I cornered him) that he lied because he didn't want to have to deal it. Oh, and I bet she doesn't know that a week before their engagement when we hugged I asked him again and yet he still denied the engagement. And even after they got back and he got back to work he had the nerve to carry on with the lie and say that it had all been planned out for him and that he didn't know what to expect. (which was what I had believed all along, only until recently when I found out the truth).

Oh well, if she's reading this, I hope she understands. I'm not trying to break you and him up. And I'm not trying to "sell" you anything either. I'm not advising you, I couldn't care less about you. Or him anymore. But it's a win-win situation. Be with him. Don't let him go astray. What's in it for me? nothing.. except for the fact that I don't want any other woman to be hurt like how I was hurt in this process, and you can't deny the fact that in the process you were hurt as well. Revenge is sweet, but I believe that karma will take care of that. Which is why, I guess, at the end of the day it doesn't matter who is lying to whom, because at the very end, the truth always prevails.

Oh and for whatever it's worth, I maintain my innocence. Before I went out with him, I asked him about his girlfriend. (and I assume that would be you, circa august - september 2007?) And he asked me if I wanted to see your picture. And you know what picture he sent? A picture of Roxy in a cage.

When I finally did find out about you, we hadn't started going out yet. He said he rarely met you anyway. And trust me, as horrible a person as I may be, I would never have went out with him had he suggested we sneak around your back, or something in the lines of "no one's going to know about it". But he told me that "he'd take care of it". That he'd broken up with you. That you were the one who didn't want to listen, you were the one still hanging on. And he promised me forever too. And trust me, not a day goes by that I don't regret trusting him instead of trusting you. All these months, I trusted him when I should have just trusted you. Believing that he was being forced into living a life that he didn't want. But that's all over now.

Which is why I sent you that e-mail. Not to break you up, I know you love him enough to close an eye to any wrong that he does, after all he did and you still love him enough to marry him - that's a really strong (albeit weird) thing to do. But I sent it so no other women can be hurt by him again. Keep your man with you, don't give him the opportunity to hurt you again. I totally understand why you would think I have bad intentions, but trust me, there is nothing in it for me, whichever way I chose - so at least this is my shot at trying to redeem myself.

Counting the days.

As of today's date, i have another 6 weeks more to go before going back to BKI.

I am a little bit attached to the working environment here, so it must be very hard for me to leave again.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011



He's getting more and more good dreams lately.

Deep sleep. Better than mine.

Envy the cat.

I am struggling to finish this.

In a few minutes, if i can't finish it, it's going to the Bin.

Wasted. Rm1.20.

Priscilla Ahn's Dream

I was a little girl
Alone in my little world
Who dreamed of a little home for me
I played pretend between the trees
And fed my houseguests bark and leaves
And laughed in my pretty bed of green

I had a dream
That I could fly
From the highest swing
I had a dream

Long walks in the dark
Through woods grown behind the park
I asked God who I'm supposed to be
The stars smiled down at me
God answered in silent reverie
I said a prayer and fell asleep

I had a dream
That I could fly
From the highest tree
I had a dream


Now I'm old and feeling gray
I don't know what's left to say
About this life I'm willing to leave
I lived it full, I lived it well
As many tales I live to tell
I'm ready now, I'm ready now
I'm ready now
To fly from the highest wing
I had a dream

Between me and you.

Our friendship is something that i will cherish forever. I can't deny the fact that i am always happy whenever i see you. And so, our relationship is like a gold to me. It's precious.

You know who you are. And i hope you feel the same too.

Monday, September 19, 2011

The Band Perry's song If I Die Young, there is a line she sings,

Wonder when you're dead, people start listening.

Yep. That's true. I am one of those people. But i haven't start listening to Amy Winehouse's. Perhaps tonight i will, after i finish work.

Our tyre exploded yesterday! Poor Hobbes. Another tyre punctured in less than 2 months. Wonder why things like this always happened during 'bulan tua', if you get what i mean.

A friend, Darry, came to the rescue. Thanks to him!

Sunday, September 18, 2011

The reason why i don't like KL is because i'm sure going to miss everything back in hometown.

Today is a full month birthday for my little cousin. I was invited via sms but little did she know that i am actually in KL.

And of course i didn't attend that. So, i asked my mum to tell her that i'm unable to go because 'i am not there'. I told her to send my regards though.

My sis Judy is getting engaged on Oct 9th. Well, that is something not to be missed by family, right?

I'll be home for that.

Above are pictures i snapped today.


I love rain. But i don't like it when it comes with strong wind and thunderstorm. That whole 'package' make this house even creepier than usual.

Whatever it is, it's good to have this kind of weather once in awhile. But only when Hobbes is around. I'm not afraid if he's around.

Look at the picture. The sky is really dark.

Pablo and Mama

Found these pictures 'hidden' in Hobbes' computer.

My grandma visited me and looked so happy to be around with our Pomeranian dog named Pablo.

Me and my fiancee found Pablo about four years ago and we quickly adopted him.

We are planning to send him to our kampung. We hardly spend time with him and the fact that he is one little happy and fun dog, made us really sad to keep him. He needs to be in a place full of people. My family is the best solution we could think of.

Just talked to my sister Suzan about Pablo. She will help us to transport Pablo to kampung.

I will make sure this to happen very soon. I mean, real soon.

F word to what i do

Unfortunately, my mobile didn't save my blog draft just now. So now i have to re-type everything.

Customer service. That's what i do. And i'm tired and sick of doing it.

I don't like serving you.
I don't like to act nice in front of you but in another language i would actually bitch about you.
I don't like to smile to people who is ugly. I mean the attitude.
I hate people who have bad body odour, bad breath, alcohol smell.
I don't like people who don't speak English and orders me to call other people who can speak their language.
I hate people who bring golfbag and act rich but in reality, they are actually not.
I hate when they ask if possible to have an empty seat next to them. Stupid. Buy extra seat if you want to seat alone!
I hate people blaming the road traffic as a reason why they come late.
I hate imposter, trying luck to get to another country with fake document.

Clearly, i'm done with this job. I am done with all this crappy requests.

I'm looking forward to do one thing that does not require me to understand ones need. I want a task where people follow the rules without asking why.

But here i am. Stuck. And still doing it.

Show me the way. Will definitely leave all this behind me.

Show me the way. And i will go.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Raya with good friends!

These are some of the pictures i took during Raya open house at Reziyanti's house. We had fun with lots of good food on the table.

Thanks for the invitation! I hope to do this again next year.

I'm a little behind using this mobile blogging tech.

But i learned. And i know how to now.

You'll see me blogging more from my mobile after this.

More random thoughts, i must say.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

I am hungry. But i am patiently waiting the time to dine with friends later at Reziyanti's open house. A real Hari Raya treat for me!

But... I am really hungry now. Haven't eat any since i woke up.

Dear Tummy, be nice to mummy okay...

Monday, September 12, 2011

Charice Pempengco

Charice Pempengco, she's a Darling. But this happens when people don't appreciate her, especially this Philippines' Sarah Geronimo. Who is this Sarah Geronimo? I don't give a damn who she is, but she's known better at her homeland only. Unlike Charice, she is WELL KNOWN worldwide.

I've been watching more and more of Charice in YouTube. I am proud of her - as a fan, I love her voice. She's doing incredibly amazing, and she's soooo blessed to have David Foster to lead her to be a STAR.

She was sabotaged by her own fellow Filipino singers when she came back to Philipines to perform. Watch the link here. Pity Charice. But you have mine and people around the world's supports!

You go, Charice. Again, you are a Darling. I'd like to give you a HUG and i want to see you become what you want, and i believe in YOU!

As for you, Sarah Geronimo - shame on you! I am truly dissapointed with you. But Hell, do i know you?! Nope. Not until i saw this video - such a wannabe. You can't go far like Charice. In fact, your fate is only at your local country. You are not famous at all unlike Charice. Sorry, but taking a shortcut doesn't put you on the same road as Charice. Charice is an International Star now... accept that and respect her when she's around you.

A person is a Star when she/he a well-known person in the world.

David Foster, Oprah Winfrey, Obama, Celine Dion and more famous people - do you think they know you, Sarah Geronimo? Nope. I guess your name doesn't ring a bell to them. But from this Video - I'm sure they all know you now as one of the most worst person in the entertainment industry. Again, SHAME ON YOU!

You have my full support, Charice Pempengco. I love you, my Darling and God bless you! Ignore Sarah. Don't ever put her name as one of your Idols. She's not worth it.

One of my favs performance of Charice. Watch! She's amazing!

Thursday, September 8, 2011

All is Good now.

Three days ago, on Sunday, if i am not mistaken,

I woke up at noon, ate lunch with Hobs, shared our interests in movies and musics, then he sent me off to work. I had a pretty normal happy day that Sunday.

When i reached work, i did the normal things i always do in office - flight preparation. During this period, i switched off my mobile. I was having some problem with my mobile recently - the battery kept draining. No matter how fully charged it was, it will be drained in an hour!

And so, after charging it for an hour, i switched it on. Dear God, i saw like 5 miss-calls from my sisters and a couple from Hobs. I was like - there must be something going on. A text received from my sis Suzan - 'Call me. Urgent!'

I called her right away.

My dad got a, well, no one knows exactly what but then all the symptoms are more likely to be Stroke. Dad all of sudden have a problem talking straight and he kept driving to the left. Mum had to take over driving and drove straight to a nearby clinic. Erm... not a good one Mum, you should just drive to a nearby Hospital, not clinic. But then, my other younger sister told me that my Dad really insisted to go to that clinic, all because the Doctor is a Kadazan and it would be a lot easier for my Dad to talk to him compare to others.

That Doctor can't confirmed what my Dad was having. So he asked my Dad to go to QEH. He did - accompanied by Mum and my other two sisters - Judy and Brenda. Over there, the Doc said - ahhh, it's nothing - it's just Hypertension.

With all the updates through phone from my sisters, I told Hobs that the Doc said it was just Hypertension, Blood Pressure related. It worried me like Hell, but Hobs said something that really calmed me up - it is Better to have that than Stroke. Lets hope it is not Stroke but just a Hypertension. Well, he's right!

The next day, my sis Suzan brought my Dad to another hospital at Lintas to have a check-up on his Hypertension level. Dear God, you had no idea how relieved i was that it was not a Stroke! Triggered but No! But i am glad he's fine now.

I wish i am back in Kampung now. I don't like things like this happen during my absence there. I need to be there so i will be less worried. Being here in KL away from them, really almost wreck my mind.

He's doing fine. Taking his medicine. He's a little stubborn but so far he's on with the Doc's advice.

What's on my head for the past few days?

Well, this is what : O Dearest God our Father, walk through our house and take away our worries and illnesses; and please watch over and heal our families in Jesus' name. Amen.

Me and my sisters had it posted on our FB wall.

Be well everyone! Including you, Dad!