Peace be with you

Saying goodbye is rarely easy. Some people don't say goodbye until it's almost too late.

He will always be the King of Pop in music industry, or perhaps in bigger business - entertainment industry.

Michael Jackson, you will always be remembered.

1958-2009. RIP.

No cake but surprise!

I said in my last blog that i'd be going to Anna's house to celebrate her birthday. She said she didn't need one and so i respect her needs. So there was no cake.

But, turned out - there was a surprise behind all that. My boss interviewed her last week, well, she didn't get the exact job she asked for, but she was offered to join my department! And the best thing is, she called me just now to tell me that my boss will consider her request to join my team! A little weird though, but what the heck - it would be fantastic! After all, we both are from the same batch back in year 2003.

Hmmm.... Bob went out to buy TOTO, today is a special draw. He won the other day. On Magnum, and guess what, he bought carpet grasses and packets of sand for our backyard!

Oh, tonight is Transformers! Can't wait for it!!!

Dzul and Sree, enjoy ur day at work. I'm on my annual leave. Oh, how i love bragging about this... :)

I make Peace with the Sun.

I am on my Offday & Restday today! I have been waiting for these 2 days... just for me to relax and do nothing, of course - clear my mind.

Today is Father's Day... wished my dad via sms just now. Too bad i am not there to at least wish him with a kiss on the cheek while hugging him. Hmmm, can't remember when was the last time i celebrated Father's Day. He is in Brunei, me in KL and the rest of the family is in KK. Ha-ha!

Not forgotten, today is Anna's birthday. I feel bad for her because she is all alone on her birthday. Called her in the afternoon, i asked if she needs to go anywhere - she said she wanted to stay at home. I called it her way to make peace with herself. Her late husband died on April, just a month before their 3rd wedding anniversary. She was so devastated that her husband is no more longer with her. Today is her birthday, and a month from now would be her husband's birthday.... just imagine, how sad is that?!

I am going to her place later. I am sure, a piece of cake would make her day better.

Heavy brain of mine...

To tell you the truth, i have a lot of things going on in my mind.

Don't know where to start, and personally, i have no idea how to end it.

Seriously, i wish - with a blink of an eye, it would go away.

Erase it. Do we have that kind of technology, like what we always see in the movies?

Honestly, this is not fun. It is not an interesting chapter either.

I guess i am hoping too much. We can't always get what we want.

What i want?

A life. A perfect one.

But how? By creating one? Or by building one?

I hate failures, and to that, i am afraid of life. I don't even have the guts to at least imagine how my life would be like.

I'm tired. Exhausted. My brain is always talking. I feel like someone else is living inside me.

I need some air, with rainbows surrounding me.

But, like i said.... i hope too much.

Mamma Mia...!

i know....

it's been awhile....